Tonight I am sad. It’s not right really, but I am. I’ve written about Unobtanium before, and I’ve never had sex with her, yet still I love her. I have since we first met four years ago. We’re best friends. We chat everyday. She texts me even when she is dong the most mundane of things. We chit-chat about anything and everything all day long via text messages.
Tonight I reminded her that I had DVR’d a special she wanted to see and that she hadn’t been over to see it with me yet. She asked if her boyfriend is invited also. I had to tell her that of course he is because he is part of her life, therefore his is welcome in my home. Do I mean it? Yes, with all my heart. Yet, it felt like a bit of our relationship died at that moment. But she took a very big leap of faith asking me that if he is welcome, and I would never let her down. Just as I know she’d never let me down.